I Surrender.....

The wind is cold and I can feel it as it gently touch my face.
I wish we could see just one sparkle in the sky...but all I can see is darkness.
Dark clouds are covering the horizon... it seems that the heavens is apt to crying again...

Now, I could hear the sound of the raindrops as it fall on the roof.
I tried to close my eyes gently but still the pain is there.
Every breath I take… I could still see the memories of each passing day.
It is as if the day is not going to end…
I wish it would stay this way...much longer.

I pray that I could escape from the harsh reality of life.
But as soon as I close my eyes, every picture is there…
I still hear those words that nobody could understand.
Promises and dreams that were once told .
I tried to fathom every word that they said.
Now, I realize that they are just words said, useless...meaningless….

That's how my mind were rumbled as I weep every night .
This is also how I rumbled by the circumstances, by make believe.
I try to hide the harsh reality as I face the public.
The harsh reality that I can't live anymore to their expectations…

Aight!!! This is just a pride… I Surrender!!!